Thursday, March 20, 2008

One mummy's pain

Sleepless night again..

Yesterday afternoon, Kayla's temp was within the "normal" fever range of 38 - 38.5 but it went up t0 39- 40 at night. Between 12am to 3am, my mum & I were sponging her like crazy.. and she cried & cried. Finally her fever went away at 6am..

I felt so helpless, angry (with myself) & depressed.

Her constant whining was stressing me out.. I couldn bathe, eat in peace, or stay out of her sight for more than a min.

..and then she said the most heart wrenching words to me, "Mummy sorry. Mummy sayang me." I hugged her and cried.

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